I'm Konfuzed, I always thought I knew the concept of love. Fame and Money can get in the way of that. Most of my issues always deal with love and me being in my feelings. Not to mention me being a dog sometimes. I can't speak for everyone but I can say that my actions contributed a lot to my karma. Being jealous and angry and controlling. There has been times where I looked in the mirror and hated the person I see. I talk to God a lot now. He's given me so much and I feel like I waste his gifts becuz of my impulsive personality. The world is full of negativity and I feel I play a part in it becuz of the choices I've made or mistakes. I tend to accept the negative or the riff raff becuz I know what it's like to be a young black "nigga" in America. I always see the good in people even when they don't see it. I love others more than myself at times. Everything u see on the surface does not reflect what's inside. This is my white flag. I surrender to life and all its blessings. I refuse to be petty and attention seeking. To know me is to love me. Good Bad UGLY! Sincerely, Konfuzed

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"I always thought I knew the concept of love." Chris Brown is not someone usually associated with deep existential crises, but a recent Instagram post seems to go to great lengths to change that. "Most of my issues always deal with love and me being in my feelings," he wrote today (May 28). "Not to mention me being a dog sometimes. I can't speak for everyone but I can say that my actions contributed a lot to my karma." The superstar admits that he has been, at times, "jealous and angry and controlling," presumably with regard to his various romantic entanglements. Brown also touted a newfound religiosity, which includes frequent prayer and introspection. "The world is full of negativity," he continued, "I feel I play a part in it becuz of the choices I've made or mistakes. I tend to accept the negative or the riff raff becuz I know what it's like to be a young black "nigga" in America." The "Loyal" singer concluded by saying that he makes an attempt to see the good in people and hopes to be more positive in the future. Brown's most recent release was this year's Fan of a Fan: The Album, a collaboration with Compton rapper Tyga.

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