The Smoking Section: The Crazy Dayz...........
"The longest journey begins with a single step." I have become enlightened
beyond my years thanks solely to using marijuana as a spiritual gateway to
jah. I am, and always have been, a rastafari at heart... i just was too
embarassed to embrace it... i am a hippie... i am different... but i am the
same... I AM THE SAME AS ALL OF YOU OUT THERE... i am conflicted, disoriented,
and have no idea what to do with myself sometimes... but then i allow music
and marijuana to make my life make sense... IT REALLY WORKS PEOPLE... PLEASE
LEARN FROM ME... I HAVE MADE MISTAKES SO THAT YOU DONT HAVE TO... i have the
benefit of fuckin up young and having the support of a great family (despite
its flaws) that is very close-knight and for the most part financially stable
(NOT! haha... ive been on foodstamps b4 at times and i am about to be on
foodstamps this month for the sake of my child... i once promised myself i
would never use foodstamps... but i am willing to sacrifice my own promise for
my child... that is a big step for me... i am a selfish person... i have been
privvyed to a spiritual awakening... i hope somewhere out there Asher and his
music has affected someone else to the same magnitude as myself... or maybe i
am that crazy... when i finally get the chance to recount my 4.20 i promise it
will change peoples lives... i have delusions of granduer, yes... but i dont
care... I AM SMOKEY... HEAR ME COUGH!!!!!!!!!!!
i want you people to read this.... i copy and pasted it from Tampa Hip
Hop.com... it is a goldmine... i am cross-promoting both sites in hopes of
opening doors for people like they were opened for me... i am trying to pay it
forward like cot damn haley joel osment, okay? and yes, i see dead people...
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i have spent over 5 hours writing this and edited it countless times...i have
poured my soul into this...please take the time out of your busy lives (i mean
that sincerely) to read this... dont feel it necessary to respond... this is
not entirely a call for attention... this is me trying to explain how i feel
and going through a transition in my life...fader, this is for you... ill make
you feel okay about the time you spend on here haha....
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......i just wanted to relay my gratitude to everyone on here for putting up
with me... i reached out to people via this medium and put MYSELF and my life
out there... and people responded... and it has made me a BETTER person... YOU
PEOPLE HAVE HONESTLY CHANGED MY LIFE... i had the dream before i found this
site... but when i did, HOLY SHIT... i have been sidetracked partying like a
rockstar before i was one and i paid the price... i hit rockbottom... and now
i am back on track... when i actually do "make it," just know that it is
because of TampaHipHop.com...
i went buckwild trying to involve myself in hiphop through this site instead
of using it as a tool to further my music career... i became complacent... my
life got stangnent... it is now time to "keep it popping" haha... (get it? pop
it? im so clever )... anyway, i try very hard to be polite on this website...
i am not a polite person... dont take that for granted people haha, but yeah:
i know i talk/write too much and i am crazy... but that is who i am... and
this forum has allowed me to express myself in ways that i needed to in order
to grow as a person... i will not ever forget that... in particular, thank you
to the following "people":
first and foremost: King mothafuckn David... i wont forget what you did in
reaching out to the eccentric white kid haha... you were right when you did
the "pop x" part of my song... you ARE a genius... otherwise, how would you
have been on my level?
second of all: David Bowes for agreeing to take part in my ludacris experiment
in hiphop... also a genius...
third of all: THE SUPERDAVES FOR MAKING MY DREAM A REALITY... the fact dudes
as talented as you guys (a ticking time bomb primed to explode) allowed me
into your studio really means a lot to me...
HARDweezy... you have no idea how bad i felt not showin up to that show
dude... i was going through a rough spot and blew it off cuz of a flat tire...
weak... i honest to jah appreciate everything you have done in allowing me to
assimilate myself into the tampa hip hop scene... you are the man... i have
created memories i will have the rest of my life thanx to the shoots i have
come out to and whatnot... and you gettn that pic of of KRS-One with me i use
as inspiration every day... i look at that and my pic of me and ti when i wake
and bake...
the entire admin of THH- WHAT DO YOU TALK ABOUT IN YOUR CLOSED FORUM???? I
WANT TO SEE IT! NO MORE LOCKED DOORS! and you can add me to the artist page
now god, talk about a slap in the face... was "pop it" THAT bad???
really????? i think i flexed my vocab... and HARD... delivery left a lot to be
desired, but it was good damnit and i will always have a special place in my
heart for that song... it got it poppin'... "and once you pop the fun dont
stop... nothing is impossible, im unstoppable"... someday when i remake it and
it is a hit record you will feel real dumb for doubting me... but no hard
feelings: i wouldnt believe in me either... and i really didnt for a little
bit there...i came off as a professional blogger... (which i am)... but i have
dreams bigger than that... i really do...i have seen people use the internet
and become millionaires... i can do that real good... trust me... i have my
songs written, i just need beats!!!!!!!!!
(and the way beatfanatix (and g.u.c.c.i. boys and im sure countless others
before) was run out of here was outrageous... c'mon guys... we're all on the
same team here... there is enough to go around for everyone... its about time
to put the city on the map )
SANDMAN... dude, you are the man... THE SANDMAN... 'nuff said...
Tampa Solar- always bringin shit worth talkin about to the table... i love
it... you made me think about things i hadnt thought about in a loooooooong
time with that nuclear war post... kinda started me on my nervous breakdown
this past weekend, but thank you... i needed it...
tribu patron- "hell naw you cant ruin my high" honestly is track 1 on the
soundtrack to my life... first track i "felt" off the homepage...you know
whats up... BUT I SHOULD HAVE BEEN IN THAT VIDEO... I WANTED TO BE... I WILL
REGRET THE REST OF MY LIFE THAT I DIDNT PARTY THE WEEKEND WITH YOU GUYS
INSTEAD OF WITH MY GIRLS AT MY HOUSE...
WHY????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????? and i
forgot the buds when i did roll out there... WTF!??!!?!?!? i am supposed to be
SMOKEY!??!?!? WHAT WAS WRONG WITH ME!???
young skee- "its alive" would be song 2 haha... ITS ALIVE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! like
a monster... amazing... second track i "felt".... and you reachin out with the
bball info was a real eye opener to me... still havent balled with you yet tho
haha... gotta set it up for real... and what happened with the NBA2k shit?>??
i pawned my fuckn xbox to party so i havent played for a loooooooooong time...
i need to play, and i need to play now... for money... GIVE ME YOUR MONEY
DAMNIT!!! what happened with the hiphopsodashop shit????? preme! where are
you!!!!!!!!????????? GO MOTHERFUCKIN CAVALIERS! HOW MUCH OF A BEAST IS
LEBRON!? I TOLD YA'LL mofos... HE WILL NOT BE
STOPPED!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! two motherfuckin pistons tried and he
straight meanmugged them then went on a rampage... then kissed a lady when he
fell on her lap... he is amazing... i want to be him...
djfader- i read pretty much anything you post... i respect your opinion very
highly... you remind me of myself... goin down on a gun charge and not takin
anyone else with you... granted, i went to jdc and not prison, but you know
what i mean... i am lucky to have fucked up young (not saying you fucked up at
all tho man...i think what you did takes BALLS... i respect your balls (HAHA!
YEAH, THATS HUMOR RIGHT THERE FOLKS!))
the entire shut-it down squad- i owe you guys $10 for my pledge still haha
but more specifically,
knucklez - dude you are a man among boys... you do what you do better than
anyone ive seen... you remind me of tampas version of khaled or somethin but
better... because i dont think you are corny sometimes haha
minglemixx... dont take this the wrong way homie: but i used to fear getting
old because i thought life ended after 22... you zest for life and goofy ass
dancing at the big money BBQ shoot and your input on my moniker honestly
helped to calm me on my path to self destruction.... your words
of "encouragement" allowed me to realize that i could, in fact, fill the role
of smokey and still be myself (RAW)...
dj ritz- The World's Favorite Cracker... nice aspirations (not really, haha...
not to sound racist, but i really think if people of color knew what cracker
meant they wouldn't use it as much... (whip CRACKER... as in slave master...
not really appropriate... words like *brother* and cracker need to be
eliminated from the lexicon of society in order to better the next
generation... please dont use them...)... but i feel you homie... i really
do... your story is inspiration to me...
the chief of fla- title speaks for itself haha
the basiqs (mr. sin)... i regret not havin seen you guys in person when i was
right down the street ghostface night... i sold out for wildsplash then didnt
even walk through the doors... very talented, cool people... i love your mash-
up style... completely reflect the movement of hip-hop and music in general....
sonny crack- strangely, i crave your approval... you have NEVER, to my
knowledge, commented on anything i have EVER posted... i dont know if it is
because you fear me and my ability to defend myself with words or because you
really, genuinely dont give a shit... i respect that haha.... WHO ARE YOU????
im confused as to your actual identity more than anyone on this site....
all of monster ink... i cant figure out if you are real people or just a
hallucination manifested into this forum...you guys have, for lack of better
terminology, an AMAZING GIMMICK... real fuckin sweet... not gonna lie, wish i
had thought of it lol
Justice League- you guys have been an inspiration for me since before THH... i
bought the 2P cd the day it dropped when i was in athens, ohio cuz i heard he
was from tarpon and loved the she got it track... actually, i loved t-pain
haha... but then i really came to value your beats and death before dishonor
as a way of life... the fact you and 2P parted ways taught we A LOT about the
music biz... i needed to see the darker side... your gun on the table
interview will be in my mind forever haha... and "magnificent" is one of the
best songs i have EVER heard... PERIOD...
aych- challenged my perceptions of hiphop... you made cowboy gangster (like it
should be... old west style... not country ass hillbillies...) i honesly hear
your voice in my head repeating "my n* smokey in the building" from the night
in ybor when i got kicked out the club afterhours cuz my friend was yellin at
the bartender...haha, i tried to intervene and it looked like i did something
instead... sucked...i was so trashed i dont even remember what club it was...
you ARE what hip hop needs...
dynasty- like i said on that one post when i was wasted: CLASS AND ASS... you
gotz it girl... you're going places... seeing you at janice was off the cot
damn chain... between you and "the teacher" freestyling to swing music i
really honest to god learned so much that day... and your words about "liking"
and "respecting" the way i expressed myself will stick with me until i die...
laws- you know whats up... you are doing you're thing and i have been
emulating you more than you know
rob diesel- another ticking time bomb.... meeting you and young joe in the
studio, however briefly, was something i will always remember... and
your "battle" with laws was another thing i will never forget...
young joe- your spoken word comment about my freestyle was something that
really helped me to keep on keepin on... already blowin up right now... havent
seen you on here in a minute... thats a good sign when people disappear for
awhile, ive noticed that about this site...
ski the mc- thank you so fucking much for laughing at my very first thread...
YOU were the first person to ever respond to ANYTHING on here... and ill
remember that shit... i thought you were laughing at my lyrics and it made me
stronger... but, like you said, now that i looked back at it you were laughing
at my thread... my bad... honestly, you're lucky i was nice lol but hearing
from king david some things i heard meant a lot... dont become complacent
man... you have a dream... get on that shit homie... quit being a professional
forum poster like i tried to become... you posted a track for me to hear then
took it down... dont be afraid of who you are... put yourself out there... you
honest to god taught me a lot with out even meaning to... haha, like when you
posted that GAY shit... haha, i totally got it but i dont think anyone else
did... made you look kinddaaaa wierd haha... so also, thanx for being wierder
than me haha
j did... you seem like a real cool dude man... to steal someone's phrase, no
homo...
hard target- def gonna do ALL of my stuff as soon as i get some loot... you
are one talented sombitch...
highcollide- the way you are able to perform under pressure is an inspiration
jace4life- i sincerely apologize for not gettn in the studio with your camp...
i have been tryin to find my way and when i get my finances right and can do
what i want i really wanna get in your studio...
izzydoesit... rockin the browns jersey got my respect off the bat... no ass
kissin required... def wanna get on that TMC tape! thanx for the look... once
again, gotta get my finances right
a.bz- only dude 'sides myself who thought 420 was worth mention... thats a big
deal in my world...
h vidal- your birthday cake was FUCKING BADASS... dunno why i didnt mention
that earlier...
str8jacket- my dude john faranda is in the marines somewhere out your way...
he was my best friend growing up... somehow i have related him and you in my
brain and i think its tight you are overseas... i want to travel more than
anything... i was a student ambassador to the UK and ive been to mexico and
canada... I REALLY WANT TO SEE THE WORLD... i am jealous...
2 far from tampa- may be far, but you got your head in jook city... and your i
am hip hop chihuahua pic (which i swear to god is one of my dogs parents) i
have stolen for my own...
iknowhiphop- you, do in fact, know hip hop...
concept- another dude whos opinion i value... top 10 poster means somethin
round these parts... i have dreams to one day take someones spot by being that
crazy to post on here thousands of times... lol... i thought replying to one
thread over and over and over and over... cuz yes, im that crazy... but i want
to earn it...
strizzo- i listen to all of your tracks and you def are makin moves in tampa
aka jook city... just a matter of time until the whole country knows who you
and your crew are...
cubankelly- my babymama's name is kelly so i have always looked upon you
fondly... and for other reasons... lol
slicksno- gettn repetitive here, but i am tired... def value your opinion
man... you are another person that has made me feel like i am actually a part
of something...
3rd leg- not gonna lie, def wanna be on your good side... when i get my shit
right i might havta take advantage of your marketing co (even tho i am a damn
good marketer myself )
that being said...
orlando- prolly will never read this, but ima post it anyway haha... i sent
you a PM beggin for an internship and you didnt even respond... thank you...it
made me hungrier... it made me want it more... it made me NEED your
approval... and when you put me on the radio i will have earned it...ive been
a hustler since back in the day and have never gone without what i wanted... i
greatly respect someone who is in your position to make/ break people...
dj purifya- PURE. FIRE.
dj colonic- you got your thx goin for ya... another person i follow regularly
at night, lurking in the shadows...
willie maze- i follow through and read your stuff whenever i can (except the
asher one... i cant until i post mine... i dont want to be influence by
outside sources)... feel like
eternaltru- boricua! haha i hang out with too many puerto ricans... my bad...
mo gutta game- i havent really talked with you too much, but i feel your
struggle homie... i really do...
wax wizard- street runnaz in the building haha... listen to you whenever
possible... crazy good at what you do homie... def earned your nickname...
dj headbussa- DJ/producer/songwriter/graphic designer/video
editor/everything.... thats where i want to be someday... we have the same
dream, you just went to sleep first haha
gittstreetz- lord drak and your crew def have things goin right for ya... keep
on keepin on...
dv- im gettn a little too high at this point and i cant recall specific things
about you... but i know you are on here haha... and live in tarpon, right by
me... thats it... sorry man... haha...
acafool- thank you for haterblockers. Really. Thank you. I heard it on sirius
when it dropped and i "made it mine"... i have used the term haterblockers
ever since. I wear my haterblockers every mothafuckin day. Thank you... and
king david told me he rescheduled you by an hour or something to accomodate me
and it made me feel important haha
2P- there is a reason you are last...i hollered at you and you didnt holler
back... not the way to treat someone who helped make you... i am the
consumer... i have noticed a "holier than thou" attitude and it is obviously
earned, but c'mon man...i thought you were better than that... i know nothing
about you except that you "left behind" chot and fucked up with some of the
best producers of this generation... WHAT THE HELL IS WRONG WITH YOU? and i
have talked to my dude Anthony, and he says you are just as conceited in
person... WHY???? be grateful for what you have... dont burn bridges... i
could be completely off base here, but i asked you personally in a PM and you
were too busy to respond... that pissed me the f* off... dudes like orlando
dont owe me the benefit of a response... YOU DID... i gave you my money and
let you and your music into my life... and its f*ed up you seem to not
appreciate the gift you've been given... i grew up right next to tarpon every
summer and shop there and eat there and play ball there... its not THAT
gangster of a place... but thank you nonetheless... you have made me a
stronger person...
some of you i dont even know who you really are, and most of you i had no idea
i was actually corresponding with legitimate industry people... kind of
amazing...
Thank you.
really... sincerely... thank you all...if i forgot anyone, let me know and i
can kiss your ass too if it'll make you feel better... im a stoner... i cant
remember EVERYTHING... j/p... if i forgot anyone i dont mean anything by it...
some parting thoughts: i have learned a lot from you guys and i hope you have
learned from me too... that being said: SLEEP IS THE COUSIN OF DEATH... and
orgasms are called orgasms after french for "little death"... dont sleep your
life away like i have been and dont fuck anything the moves and has tits
(which i havent)... be careful who you live and die with... i am very big on
the duality of man... "life/death" is tatted on my arm and "love/hate" will be
on my other arm... i have "R" on one arm and "W" on another arm... "A" will be
on my chest in the middle but i have been too much of a pussy to get it done
because it will need to be RIGHT on my cot damn sternum to look good... and
its gonna hurt damnit... i am going to get those ASAP to symbolize my
transformation... and some smokey/weed tats...and cavaliers/ lebron tats...and
some music notes... anyone know anyone????
and just so ya'll know, i smoked a pack of cigs and an eighth of sticky
writing this... i earned my name... and i am pretty sure i am bipolar and not
on the right meds and i am def in a maniacal state following a depressed
one... hmmmmmmm..... sounds familiar....
life is too short to smoke cheap pot... i have been a P.O.W. of the drug war
for years... if you smoke, please join NORML... we need people to get behind
the cause... we are very close to seeing the glorious day when marijuana is
decriminalized...
another random thought: i never understood "hip hop saved my life" until
now... i thought i did, but i dint...
also, if anyone wants to get down on ANYTHING with me for cheap/ free let me
know... cuz i am hurtin right now and have so much inspiration that i dont
know what to do with it and dont wanna record garbage... i need facilities and
cannot always rely on the superdaves... i need to collaborate... i need to
work with other people...
I MUST CONTINUE TO GROW!!!!!!!!!!!!!
smokey says: keep it green
STAY TUNED FOLKS...
jahspeed
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by RAW on Wed Apr 22, 2009 7:37 am
wow... that kid Smokey is crazy huh?
but if you MUST know more... i condensed my entire life story into a blog post
for my "job" as an introduction as a blogger for the daily kush.com (Asher
Roth's website)... follow it...i promise it will enlighten you... it is a
community just like this where you can reach A LOT of suburban america... i am
going to exploit it... you should too...
THE DAILY KUSH.com
i also posted it in "The Smoking Section" i created on here... but i didnt
really realize that you guys were all industry heads when i did... so i am
going to continue to post it on here, but i know why you guys dont read it...
just know that much...
The artist formerly known as $mokey...
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by kramtronix. Comment by Smokey on April 22, 2009 at 10:01am
Delete Comment and asher... thank whoever you need to thank for when you all reached out to me and made me an "official daily kusher" and gave me the topics you guys did... it means a lot to me and i will use this platform for good and not evil... however, just know that if you had not delivered i was prepared to destroy you... i really still could lol... i have written "man fuck college" it is amazing... and several diss tracks past that... you dont want me to release it or any of them in a serious manner campaigning against you...... or maybe you do... i dont know... every hero needs a villain... i am a damn good villain... we need to talk... honest to god... i dont want to do it ash.. i really dont... i like you a lot and you remind me of the good side of me... dont fuck up mayne... haha (and please dont take them as idle threats... i cannot and will not be stopped... i am not thinking about giving up... ever... i hate you for telling people that you almost gave up... you are kind of a sellout in your own right... you sold out to the masses..."try not. do or do not. there is no try"- yoda... and i see that it bothers you... i see the pain in your eyes when they ask you over and over and over about em... i really do... i feel your album started the process but you have a long way to go... dont miss out on this opportunity... i like you and how you have done things from day 1... but if i need to destroy you in order to make my own name, damn it i will... i will take your own website and use it against you until the day i die... so we need to talk, scooter... really... i have that killer instinct and always have... i go for the jugular...i know too much about you because we are the same person... copywrong had a chance but he blew it... he sucked it up worse than a hoover... i can take you... i will battle you at any time ash... so id much rather work together and help to change the game more than you already have... eminem poured the gasoline, you handed me the matches, and i am prepared to burn this motherfucker down...) C'MON, POOKIE LET'S BURN THIS MOTHERFUCKER DOWN! Comment by Smokey on April 22, 2009 at 10:36am
Delete Comment another thing... i used to think that michael jackson was definitely a childmolester... but maybe he really did just want to help those kids... when i was a kid all i wanted to do was help people... i was a peer mediator for fucks sake... then i used to think it was crazy to want to help other people.... but now i realize that MJ is just Wacko Jacko and i love the dude for it... i have really turned my back on michael jackson and i regret it... just random thought...also: i have without realizing been putting myself through my own version of rehab and the 12 step program... that shit works... you dont need AA, but the Bobs were right... and i understand amy winehouse... i understand the music industry... and it scares me... i am really gonna be famous and it scares me... i hope i will be able to control myself... i know people have touched on marketing through the internet but i am prepared to utilize every medium possible to maximize my potential... i have put myself out there for the world to see and i am BETTER FOR IT... if people cant learn from me than society is wayyyyyyyyyy to fucked up right now... i honestly believe we can save hip-hop ash... you can try by yourself, but you need to surround yourself with like-minded people... take me under your wing homie... please... i am so on the verge of a breakdown because of financial issues that it sickens me... i almost drank myself to death because i was scared of being successful... you need to take care of the people who made you... and you have... think of how cot damn good you will look for reachin out to SMOKEY on the DAILY KUSH... really... and for fucks sake my mother's maiden name is Green... i know what the f* i am doing... I AM YOUR DENSITY... I MEAN DESTINY... (HELLO!?? MCFLY!?!? I THOUGHT I TOLD YOU NOT TO COME IN HERE ANYMORE!?!?) Comment by Smokey on April 22, 2009 at 10:39am
Delete Comment i am so dead serious ash... dont take this shit the wrong way.... I AM COMPLETELY BLACK-MAILING YOU AND ALL OF YOUR CREW... I AM HOLDING YOU HOSTAGE AND BRUCE WILLIS IS NOT COMING... I AM TOO FUCKING SMART AND TOO FUCKING CRAZY AND TOO FUCKING GOOD TO BE FUCKED WITH RIGHT NOW... take me with you ash... save me the trouble....
JUST DO IT LIKE 23... Comment by Smokey on April 22, 2009 at 11:33pm
Delete Comment I DID NOT EVEN REALIZE THAT TOMORROW WAS THE 23rd WHEN I WROTE THIS... I PROMISE... i have been seeing signs everywhere... my computer is slow because i am slow... i didnt respect it... i ditn respect life... i am wallowing in filth right now and i love it... I AM A DIRTY, USER, ABUSER....i am giving it up people... i must... i must be one with myself before i can accept jah and others...
I am so above this right now… you don’t even know… I am so high that you cant touch me… you cant even see me… and when I come back down, the world will be different for it…I promise… I have a dream… like martin fucking luther king I have a fucking dream… I have been embarassed to say that man inspired me because he was black… EMINEM DID IT TO ME… HE DIDN’T MEAN TO, BUT HE DID>.. I was that kid who sat in his room and listened to em crying… I was… he made that music for ME… I swear… but now I see his flaws…I can improve on them… I can evolve… I have issues my whole life with my appearance and it is very hard for me to forgive the people that almost killed me… but I have… I am the bigger person… people called me MOLE because I had MOLES ALL OVER ME FROM A LEGITIMATE CONDITION OF BEING TOO PALE… I AM SORRY… I REALLY AM… I AM SORRY I COULDN’T COME TO TERMS WITH WHO I WAS SOONER… I have affected a lot of peoples lives and they have affected me… I watched doug snider, the teacher/ baseball coaches son be pulled out of Aurora… because of me im pretty sure now…I watched evan Sanford be pulled out of aurora… because of me im pretty sure… BUT I HONESTLY BELIEVE THEIR PARENTS TALKED ABOUT THE DOWNSLIDE OF AURORA MORE SO BECAUSE OF ME… DON’T THINK IM THAT NAIIVE… they are great baseball players and they both were able to maximize their potential… I HATE TO SAY IT, but me fucking up inspired people to be better in some sick sort of way… I DID IT SO YOU DON’T HAVE TO… !) and what did we spray paint on it? there was definitely a shift in population… AURORA BECAME INTEGRATED AND PEOPLE DIDN’T LIKE IT… THAT DISGUSTS ME… HOW DARE YOU PEOPLE… I UNDERSTAND PEOPLE ARE DIFFERENT… BUT WHY HATE THEM??? I HONESTLY KNOW WHAT DISCRIMINATION IS LIKE… it is hard for me to come to terms with that…I love barrack obama… I supported him from afar and with my vote… I watched david do what I needed to be doing… and it made me sick…I saw EVERYONE doing so well after high school and I wondered why I wasn’t… then I realized something… I DID SHIT MY WAY… I did… I really did… nobody has ever been able to tell me what to do… NO ONE… you could suggest, but in the end I challenged authority and changed things… I really did…I know I sound conceited as fuck but I haven’t really slept since I WAS A NEWS MAKER WITHOUT KNOWING IT… PEOPLE KNOW WHO I AM… ITS STRANGE TO ME… I AM THAT SPARK THAT WILL LIGHT THE FIRE…NOT ASHER… I AM… ME… I AM HIP-HOP… HEAR ME COUGH!
and people called me a wigger… I had to secretly covet hip-hop and make it my own.. because they didn’t want me to.. because it was scary…because it was new… SOUNDS LIKE ROCK AND ROLL… I am the next generation of hip hop…I really am a genius… a evil fucking genius ans I am really going to do this folks…. I cant believe it… I know what I must do. And I want people to help me. Please. DON’T FORGET ABOUT BUDDY HOLLY AND THE DAY THE MUSIC IT DIED… DON’T FORGET WHAT A PRECIOUS GIFT OF LIFE WE HAVE BEEN GIVING… live each day to the fullest cuz it might be your last… hell naw you cant ruin my high (whaddup tp…haha…tp…cuz your white)… and hardweezy… and every other white motherfucker on here… IT IS OKAY… WE ARE HIP-HOP… YOU DID IT BEFORE ME BUT I AM GOING TO TAKE IT PLACES… I am writing a book as we speak about my spiritual journey… and it will change peoples lives… like I hope these posts/ blogs have… I have put myself out there for the world to see… don’t forget that,… THE WHOLE WORLD… EVERYTHING ABOUT ME… and I WONT STOP CANT STOP ROCAFELLA RECORDS CUZ WE GETZ DOWN… haha… how crazy am I right now… but I love it… NO SLEEP TIL BROOKLYN!!!!!!!!!!
I survived hip-hop… kid cudi survived hip-hop…asher roth survived hip-hop… ALL OF YOU SURVIVED HIP-HOP AND ARE BETTER FOR IT…it is time for me to accept my manifest destiny, so to speak… Thomas Jefferson and george Washington knew whats up… I understand we went through a tough time in the world, but it would have BEEN AND WAS BETTER BECAUSE OF MARIJUANA… it calms people like me down so we don’t kill eachother and innocent people… it is a miracle drug… but it needs to be controlled… like I have tried to control my usage… I ABUSED MARIJUANA… I really did… I put myself so much in debt there really was no way out but up… literally… WAYYYYYY UP… I had to hit the depths of hell before I could reach the sky… THIS IS HEAVEN… heaven is life… heaven is earth… I HAVE ALWAYS USED DRUGS FOR SPIRITUAL JOURNEYS… I just felt too embarrassed to admit it… cocaine, dxm, boomers, and marijuana all exist within the boundaries of the earth… and I love them for it… BUT I UNDERSTAND TOM CRUISE AND SCIENTOLOGY… I DO…I AM RIDING THE HIGH OF MY LEXAPRO AND MARIJUANA TO MILLIONS OF DOLLARS… I CAN SEE THAT NOW… I HAVE FOUND MY TRUE CALLING… A VOICE OF THE PEOPLE…I have always craved approval from the masses… that’s why I lived my life how I did.. aurora honestly is one of the best and safest places in the world… BUT IF FUCKED ME UP… there are lots of gorgeous amazing human beings who have tuned out of aurora… I am the ugly duckling who turned into the swan…I am HIP HOP…AND TAMPA AND CLEVELAND AND NEW YORK AND PENN AND ATHENS AND CALIFORNIA… I AM COMIGN CALI… THE FIRST SONGS I WROTE WHEN I STARTED THIS WERE ABOUT CALIFORNIA… I WANT TO BE CALIFORNIA HIP-HOP… the east did it, and they did it big…and bad… they created a generation of thugs… then the west took hold… and they evolved it and it grew…it became bigger…then it reached the Midwest and exploaded across the continent to EVERY FACET OF THE EARTH… look at my old posts… I AM THE TRUTH AND ALWAYS HAVE BEEN… I WAS AFRAID… AND NOW I AM NOT… I SPRAY PAINTED 30 HOUSES AND A FUCKING CHURCH AND SEVERAL SIGNS WITH MY GOOD FRIENDS WHILE TRASHED OVER SUMMER BREAK… I GOT TOO COMFORTABLE IN MY OWN SKIN AND NEEDED A WAKE UP CALL I GUESS… what did we spray paint you ask? 666 and devils knight… and 6^3 which is just wrong now that I think about it… not even 666… PEOPLE NEED TO HEAR THIS… why did I do this??? BECAUSE OF EMINEM… I WANTED TO BE EM… the d12 cd had just dropped and I suggested we go be hip-hop and tag some shit… then we got drunk and it got out of control.. I HAVE PAID FOR THIS WITH MY SOUL… I HAVE TORTURED MYSELF BEYOND BELIEVE… I have always believed in spirituality and I honest to goodness found jah on 4/20 asleep in the bread aisle… and I HAVE AWAKENED HIM… and I am going to do something about it… MALCOM X… MY HERO… ANYONE WHO WAS THE UNDERDOG… THAT IS ME… I SWEAR…CASSIUS CLAY… LEBRON…(he SURPASSED THE HYPE… I am getting his face l and j tats on the back of my arm because I AM THAT COOL… I ALMOST KILLED MYSELF PEOPLE… AND NOT PURPOSEFULLY… I THOUGHT I WAS INVINCIBLE… I HAVE SO MANY STORIES… SO MANY…I DON’T KNOW WHAT TO DO WITH MYSELF… I am al gore… I invented the internet.,.. I AM GOING TO DO WHAT OTHERS BEFORE ME HAVE DONE BUT BETTER… MY WAY…THE SMOKEY WAY… THE RAW WAY… I honestly see so many signs people… my computer has viruses because I am a virus… I let bad things in without being careful…DON’T FUCK STRIPPERS IN THE STRIP CLUB… BAD FUCKING NEWS… I LOST MY VIRGINITY PARTYING MYSELF TO DEATH AND BARELY REMEMBER IT… then I fucked an even hotter model stripper the next day… and I treasured it… but I didn’t realize how hot they were and how much convincing it took and how much I compromised their integrity by created the persona of Smokey so long ago… that was in niagra falls when I was 19 I believe… I was honestly saving myself for marriage and then compromised my values… I wanted sex to mean something… and it did… it has been my vice ever since… I did dumb things… with dumb girls… but safely thank god… AND I AM LUCKY I DON’T HAVE GHONNASYPHAHERPALAIDS… stds can be the fall of man… don’t fuck up… WHY WOULD YOU EVER TELL PEOPLE TO PUT TWO CONDOMS ON??? LITTLE KIDS ARE DUMB AND IMPRESSIONABLE LIKE I WAS… I am so sick and tired of fucking hearing “when 12 year olds stop listening I will start caring”… fuck you you fucking pricks… people like eazy e… snoop…dre…em….50….g-unit….cashis…proof…d12 as a whole… EMINEMS BOOK THE WAY I AM… TUPAC THE ROSE THAT GREW FROM CONCRETE… XXL MAGAZINE I AM SO FUCKING HIP HOP ON A HIGHER LEVEL… I’D LIKE TO WRITE FOR YOU GUYS SOMEDAY… YOU HAVE BEEN A CONSTANT SOURCE OF INSPIRATION… IF IT WERENT FOR YOU PUTTING ASHER ROTH’S GOOFY PETE AND PETE LOOKING ASS ON YOUR COVER AS HE WAS THE WORLD WOULDN’T HAVE FOUND SMOKEY… AND ID BE DEAD… HIP HOP SAVED MY LIFE… BUT I SAVED MY LIFE… BECAUSE I AM HIP HOP…hip hop is not rap…rap is dead… we are making MUSIC HERE PEOPLE…LISTEN LIKE KHALED SAYS… TAMPA STAND UP! FLORIDA STAND UP! CLEVELAND STAND UP! AKRON STAND UP! ATHENS STAND UP! THE UNITED FUCKING STATES OF AMERICAN STAND THE FUCK UP… I HAVE PUT MY LIFE OUT HERE AS THERAPY AND IT HAS WORKED… TODAY I ATTEMPTED TO FIX BROKEN RELATIONSHIPS… WHICH WAS ALL OF THEM… I tried to apologize to every friend on facebook individually and then I got overwhelmed at HOW BAD I FUCKED UP… I had everything… my mother wanted me to go on “dr phil: adult sons: take take take”… I hate her for it… but she was right… I was fucking up… iwasnt goin anywhere at school and I needed to dropout sooner.. BUT THEN I WOULDN’T BE WHO I AM… and I hate to say it… but if my aunt is dead it is going to be for a reason…..she was a lesbian and since I am questioning things, my mother told me she always thought iw was gay… AM I???? AM I REALLY??? Is it gay to appreciate the beauty of others from a far??? Then yes… I am GAY.. I am HAPPY… but I am not queer… or am I? I couldn’t honestly tell you because eminem created such a homophobic society.. EM DID IT.. HE WAS GIVEN A PLATFORM AND AS MUCH AS HE CHANGED THE GAME AND HELPED ME, HE ALSO WAS A PART OF MY DOWNFALL… there are things I need to do to correct that…I need to USE and not ABUSE… EVERYTHING… as a way of life… ASHER: you have facilitated my growth as a human being.. thank you sincerely and deeply… but don’t make me destroy you…I am so far above all of this I cant be reading anyones response to my shit right now even if there is one… I am not going to post this… Kelly is going to do it for me… and I love her for it… but I cannot do this alone… AS MUCH AS I NEED TO, MY VOICE IS NOT LOUD ENOUGH YET…HELP ME… I have prepared a note sealed in an envelope in which there is a small amount of cannabis… the smallest, most beautifully ugly sticky dank nugget in the world…it is green with orange hairs.. like me…I had orange hair at times.. and MY MOTHERS MAIDEN NAME IS GREEN… I AM GREEN… and I am fierce like the smoke it produces… I am raw.. I am uncut… I am R.A.W…. I am Richard Anthony Wilk, JR…. I really need to thank New Directions for destroying me and helping me at the same time… when I was sent to rehab I wasn’t ready…I hadn’t hit bottom…. It took me another 8 years of hell to find myself… I was lost deep in hell and jah saved me on 4.20… I believe in god people… do you know how significant this is???? DO YOU REALLY GRASP HOW SPECIAL YOU ARE? YOU CAN DO ANYTHING… GO WATCH READING RAINBOW DAMNIT… PEOPLE NEED THAT BACK IN THEIR LIFE… SOCIETY HAS CHANGED FOR THE BETTER IN A LOT OF WAYS, BUT FOR THE WORST IS MORE… we need to stop the racism people… stop discrimination in general… don’t call your white friends nigger or nigga or anything similar… don’t call them nigrodamus… thank you david, for helping me realize my potential…, losing a child, watching my girls belly grow with my seed ……I have always had a special place for this day… and it is still 4.20 for me… I am no longer bound by the restraints of society,..i am free… I HAVE BEEN A POW OF THE DRUG WAR FOR FAR TOO LONG… I HAVE BEEN A POW OF HIP-HOP FOR FAR TOO LONG… I AM TAKING BACK CONTROL OF MY MOTHERFUCKING LIFE AND THEY WILL BUILD STATUES OF ME…as long as I stay grounded haha… very conflicting statements, I know… but ti v. tip and eminem have made me realize we all have split personalities… I CAN BE GREEN/ WILK… ( the green side of my family has native American blood in it and wilk means wolf in polish… my intials are RAW… RAW MOTHERFUCKERS… DON’T YOU WISH YOU WERE ME??? I HAVE BEEN GIVEN EVERY OPPORTUNITY TO SUCCEED AND BLEW IT… NO MORE… EMPOWER YOUSELVES AND EACHOTHER… WE DON’T NEED TO BRING EACHOTHER DOWN… WAR IS COMING… IT REALLY IS… AND BIG BROTHER REALLY IS WATCHING… JUST KNOW WHAT… how far it goes is up to us… WE ARE THE HIP-HOP GENERATION… there has been other labels, but I am labeling ours…. WE ARE HIP-HOP… we are the integration of society… WE ARE MLK’s DREAM AND IT IS SO FUCKING BEAUTIFUL I CANT STOP CRYING… BARACK OBAMA SAVE MY LIFE… he showed me that I could put myself out there and believe in someone and CHANGE WOULD COME… the dude has the weight of the world on his shoulders, but he seems up to speed with the internet and culture… shit, he picked UNC to win it all and we had to be reminded about it OVER AND OVER… he is a celebrity who became president…like Arnold… like jesse the body ventura… strong people breed stronger people… WE MUST FACILITATE THE NEXT GENERATION OF HIP-HOP CULTURE TO BE MEANINGFUL… WE MUST KEEP IT GREEN… WE ONLY HAVE ONE FUCKING EARTH…I HONEST TO JAH KNOW THAT OTHER PEOPLE HAVE EXPERIENCED MY PAIN.. BECAUSE I FEEL IT RIGHT NOW… THE WORLD IS HURTING PEOPLE… REDUCE REUSE RECYCLE… SWA SWA (save water and save water again) blah blah blah… but it’s the truth…people have taught me a lot about life and I need to repay them… I feel I owe it to you… YOU ALL ARE MY INSPIRATION… I will not forget who made me and why… but I have started something in my head… and Ima keep goin til im dead… THANK YOU TO ALL THE PEOPLE DOWN SINCE DAY ONE… I see who you are and I appreciate it.. thank you for being who you are…I mean that… I am strong enough now… thank you for tearing me down so I could build MYSELF back up… I needed to… I had to hit my bottom… BUT REHAB IS FOR QUITTERS… and I am not a quitter haha… never have been… I NEED to control things in my life… and I must let go… I cant say it enough,… THANK YOU THANK YOU… I am going to make my aunts life mean to people what it did to me… she is a martyr for reform… I will change the world… BE GREEN… like me… SMOKEY… and be RAW like me, Rich… do it for yourself… not anyone else… YOU CANNOT DO THINGS FOR OTHER PEOPLE… YOU CANNOT SAVE ANYONE BUT YOURSELF… you can either help people reach their cruising altitude or stand in their way… who are you? Ask youself… WHO THE FUCK ARE YOU… WHAT DO YOU STAND FOR… AND WHY? If you cant answer that, who will? These are questions and decisions that must be made for yourself… BUT YOU CAN HAVE HELP… you don’t have to be me… THE LONELY STONER… I AM HIPHOP! AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I have honestly left my window open with the lights on and no screen to let the bugs in my room as I bake it out continually…. I need to be one with nature right now… NATURE v. NUTURE… WE REALLY DID EVOLVE… BUT THERE IS A GOD… I HAVE SEEN HIM… HE IS CONTAINED WITHIN ALL OF US… the people who wrote the bible were really crazy people like me who had a dream… a vision for beauty… like the TRUE KARAN… BUT PEOPLE COULDN’T ACCEPT IT… THEY FEAR CHANGE… so they distorted it and twisted it for profit… and I will do that too… but not for evil… I promise… I AM GOING TO MAKE THIS SHIT MY OWN… I may be a complete copycat, but like bon jovi ima do it my own way… and no one can stop me…
ASHER: I AM NOT PREPARED TO ANALYZE YOUR CD UNTIL THIS JOURNEY IS COMPLETE… IT MIGHT BE A WEEK… IT MIGHT BE A MONTH… IT MIGHT BE A YEAR… IT MIGHT BE NEVER… BUT YOU CHANGED ME… I know my blogs will reflect who I am and I am so grateful for the opportunity to be a part of something bigger than myself… that’s why I know what I am going to do damnit… and it is done in my head… I am ready to march down the road alone with mary jane hand in hand… and let her go… if you love something let it go… if it comes back, it was meant to be… I LOVE MARY JANE… I love half baked… I love dave chappelle…I love pootie tang…I love chris rock…I love the fresh prince… I love will smith… I love carl winslow and erkel… I AM NOT A RACIST… I stuggled with this deep in my heart…I just am able to see and appreciate the beauty in other people… I have been given a gift and I am going to use it… I used to sit in my room and do drugs and listen to music COMPLETELY ALONE… I was not allowed to leave my house… my parents put me on house arrest… and it fucked me up,… but now I see it is for the best… what doesn’t kill you really does make you stronger…I od’d… then I toke more than I od’d,… I increased my habits… and survived…I have always been testing myself… waiting for this… and I see that now… I AM GOING TO THE NEW PORT RICHEY FLORIDA POLICE STATION AT 4:20 am and I am going to surrender as a POW in the war on drugs…I give up… CHANGE NEEDS TO COME BEFORE MORE PEOPLE ARE HURT AND DIE… marijuana is beautiful… but the above the influence comericals don’t work for people like me who question things… they make them want to do them more… WE NEED A COLLECTIVE SHIFT IN CONCIOUSNESS… BEFORE IT IS TOO LATE… FOR ALL OF US… the nuclear haulocaust is on the horizon… I don’t want to see it… I don’t want my children to see it… just because you CAN do something doesn’t mean you have to… I learned that the hard way… I got student loans and blew off class and bought possessions… I cheated my wonderful, beautiful aunt out of money to support my drug habits.. .that makes me sad inside… and I had to come to terms with who I was…I stole money from my baby sister…my parents… my friends and classmates… and I stole more than that… I STOLE THEIR INNOCENCE…I had no right to jade so many people as I did… I should have prolly offed myself years ago… but it is too late now… I am too motivated…I am feeling things I have never felt… and it feels good…and I really do get SAD sometimes tho… lots of people do and don’t know why… it is called Seasonal Affectiveness Disorder… it is real… and ohio fucked me up…BAD… snow and rain make me sad… that’s why I love florida… I love cali… I love ferile places… I have always been so into the environment but didn’t realize it… I used to go for walks in the woods just to walk… I LOVED THE WOODS… I am safe in the woods… WE ARE ANIMALS PEOPLE…we really are… we have no right to experiment on other animals… ANIMALS ARE NOT OURS TO EXPERIMENT ON… WAKE THE FUCK UP PEOPLE! LIKE, DONNIE DARKO TYPE SHIT! Wake the fuck up mayne!!!!!!!!
I NEVER WENT TO PROM! I DIDN’T WANT TO! I DIDNT BELONG WITH THE HAPPY PEOPLE! AND I REGRET THAT!
And if you feel me like I hope even ONE person does, I have won… I have put change in motion… thank you to those who came before me… I am not in a good state of mind to remember things, I am just letting it flow… do not be offended if I forgot you… I am just really a crazy person and I am using it for good not EVIL… LOVE not hate… LIFE NOT DEATH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
And the shit about the number 23…totally real… I see it EVERYWHERE RIGHT NOW…I am seeing signs in things I totally should have accepted before… that 3:33 is a very powerful minute… time stops… it is evil… but time also stops at 4:20… after the evil… the sun will come out,… tomorrow… you can bet your bottom dollar…
I fucking love teddy ruxpin… my main man… and I am the best at Mario kart… nba2k… madden… goldeneye… halo… Mario games… I AM VIDEO GAMES… I AM THE INTERNET… I AM MOVIES… I AM TELEVISION… I AM YOU, PEOPLE!
If krs one is the teacher, then I am the student… I have been watching…studying…waiting… and now it is time for me to head west… but first, I must journey to the center of myself… then I will produce beautiful, beautiful music for all of you… I am on a journey and the people around me are scared… but they see my dream… THEY SEE HIS DREAM… my father and mother loved me TOO much… they babied me… they fucked me up damn it… I needed to spread my wings and instead of skipping two grades like the teachers wanted I rotted in the system…I slipped through the cracks… ms. Balbach haunts me… mr. Norton haunts me… mrs. Dirda haunts me… AURORA HAS ALWAYS HAUNTED ME… MY PAST HAS ALWAYS HAUNTED ME… but it is time to embrace it… my stepmother haunts me… I HAVE HONESTLY SEEN A GHOST WITH MY BROTHER WHILE WE WERE TAKING A BATH AS CHILDREN AND I WILL NEVER FORGET IT… GHOSTS ARE REAL… SPIRITS ARE REAL… I AM A MAN POSESSED RIGHT NOW AND I NEEEEEEED TO DO THIS FOR ME… I DON’T WANT TO… I NEED TO DO THIS FOR YOU… I NEED THAT APPROVAL AND IN MY OWN SICK WAY FINALLY FIGURED OUT HOW TO GET IT…
Bill murray, dan akroyd, Harold ramis and ernie Hudson: I OWE YOU MY LIFE… YOUR HUMOR AND PURPOSE CONTAINED WITHIN THE GHOSTBUSTERS FILMS ARE GENIUS…THANK YOU NINJA TURTLES… THANK YOU GI JOES… YOU WERE MY MUSIC BEFORE I FOUND IT…and thank you to the ghostbusters… the real ghostbusters… YOU MADE ME A BETTER PERSON… they were a rock in life and after rewatching them recently I realized how beautiful and amazing it truly is… what great stories!!!!!!!!!!! I am a storyteller… I need to accept that for myself… I have always been a writer.. I wrote poetry… I wrote music…I made music… I WAS JUST TOO EMBARASSED TO DO ANYTHING WITH IT… I COULD HAVE HAD A FREE RIDE TO SCHOOL FOR PLAYING THE DOUBLE BASS… BUT I WAS TOO COOL… I have always been too cool for school and it damaged me greatly but I am better for it… I feel like my entire life is coming together… I am happy again… happy to be alive… god I love marijuana…
DO IT PEOPLE… STAND UP FOR SOMETHING OR DIE FOR NOTHING… start a fuckin revolution… this country is based on revolutions and evolution of society and culture… LET ME HELP YOU… I REALLY CAN… I PROMISE YOU CAN TRUST ME…
Could I really be the messiah of a generation? Do I have what it takes?
I must clear my head and find jah
Smokey out
Lebron Raymone James saved my life and made me the person I am… HE MADE ME WANT TO BE BETTER… 23 will be tatted on my forehead tomorrow… or maybe not… we’ll see… I do what I want… I am gonna change the game…im thinking his name and number tatted on my back like a jersey… cuz I wear them all the time anyway… it means something to me… PEOPLE CAN MEAN SOMETHING TO ME… I DON’T HAVE TO WORRY ABOUT EVERYONE DYING… MY AUNT SAVED MY SISTER AND SAVED ME BY SACRIFICING HERSELF… I HONESTLY SEE THAT NOW… IN SOME OTHERWORLDLY DIMENSION, SHE IS SMILING AT ME AND I FEEL SO CLOSE TO HER RIGHT NOW IT IS SCARY… MY SISTER IS AS CLOSE TO ALIVE AS MY AUNT WILL EVER BE… SHE WAS THE LAST PERSON TO BE WITH MY AUNT AND LUCKILY DIDN’T HAVE TO SEE HOW TERRIBLE THE ACCIDENT WAS… SHE WAS TRAPPED IN THE SPACE OF A GARBAGE FUCKING CAN… I KIND OF INTEND ON DESTROYING THREE PEOPLE WHO I HAVE HATED ALL MY LIFE: Melissa Burrell, Nick Miller and MYSELF… I am going to do something I have always wanted to do but was to embarrassed….i am going to get a tear drop under my eye for my aunt Sandra… it is important and I have realized I need to… there is no turning back now… I AM WHO I AM… I am a tatted up, drugged up, schizophrenic savant… and I am the chosen two… lebron is the chose one, I am the chosen two… I honest to god have bipolar or split personality disorder or something… and I love it… I am made for this.,.. I have IT… THANK YOU KING DAVID FOR TELLING ME TO FIND MY SWAG!! I DID IT HOMIE!!! WE GONNA SPURR EACHOTHER TO THE TOP MAYNE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
R.A.W. Comment by Sue Bugni on April 28, 2009 at 10:44pm
Delete Comment Smokey will be back soon, He's having a reality check, Take care Smokeys Mom Comment by Sue Bugni on April 28, 2009 at 10:49pm
Delete Comment No Internet at this time Comment by Smokey on April 30, 2009 at 3:15pm
Delete Comment haha.... word FROM my mom.... awesome....lol... Comment by Smokey on May 1, 2009 at 6:07pm
Delete Comment wow.... just reread all my blogs AND REMEMBER MAYBE 1/8th of what i posted... how convienient to have my nervous breakdown BlogCasted to the world... you people better appreciate this shit.... thats my whole f*in life in print!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!