Im 13, in a week, Ill be 14 on the 14th
I might be having a party I think
I over heard my mom tell my dad
about some plans she had, if I aint bad
so its on, I started cleaning up my room, it was looking wrong
" ring-ring", then I heard the phone
whut up my nigga?, its Jerome, he stay down 3 homes
with his sister Samone, " cleaning up".......whats going on?
Jerome said, well get back to work
my sister aint here and Im entertaining two skirts
I said so, he said one for me, and one for you jerk
YOU NEED TO GET DOWN HERE AND PUT IT ON HER!
then he calls me a coward, some chick shouted
in the background, Jerome, WHO IS THAT CLOWN?
at my party, all Jerome could say was Damn Brother!
how are you gon tell your mom, shes a grandmother?

Its sad, I think thats the feeling thats felt
Im about to be 14 year old dad, with just a few pubic hairs
when I look in the mirror I get strange stares
from a kid with moist eye lids from a choice I picked
grand theft auto cant alter, the thoughts of me becoming a father
of a son or daughter
its not her fault, but I hate her
I guess thats the understanding you get from a 9th grader
whats my mom gonna say, what should I do
when its 4, Ill be 18, we'll both be in school
Im just going to lock myself in this room
"my mom is knocking at the door" I'll be out soon.........not
I still ride bikes, and for christmas Im expecting PS3
my mom still calls me her lil baby
"ring" let me check the caller ID
its Her......the mother......that motherf*cker

Im on the verge, and this bird got the nerve
When my nerves bad, I aint ready to be a dad
This is heavy, like two Chevys on my shoulder
every time I think about it I wanna throw up
I shouldnt have answered that phone from Jerome
And stayed my azz at home were I belong
I picked it up, “HELLO!”, she said “I havent heard
From you”……I said, I know…….she said, the nerve of you!
Oh yeah?…well, where do I begin, we only 14
In our teens, and when I tell my parents they gon scream
I got a cousin going thru some baby momma drama
With his baby momma, and her momma, its just makes me wonder
Hes 17 with a 3 year old, hes a father with a curfew
And a kid, what is my future like? There it is!
She said, can I say a word?……..because I aint got a
Place to stay, I told my parents yesterday, and they kicked me to the curb…………..





end of episode 3

Episode 4







I paused……………………

Im growing up too fast, crazy, Im thinking to the wrist
With a piece of glass, this from my first piece of azz
All my plans are smashed, South Park is on, but I
Cant laugh, Im confused and sad
In one ear and out the other, I should have been listening
Hardhead young nigga, this is fitting
On the phone I hear sniffing, I don’t know what to say
that’s uplifting, so im distant
I just learn how to spell infant, looking for my parents
To clothe and feed, so Im STILL dependent
She said “Im thinking of abortion, my girlfriend gave
Some info, on where to go, and it cost four large yo!”
I want to be a mother, but not this soon, I got friends
With kids and its just so much to do, I said “true”!
She said “I got $200”, you got your portion?
My mom said “YOU AINT HAVING NO ABORTION”!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

are you really that young?