This is another poem I thought up. Damn I think I'm destined to be a writer.
Don't Wanna Be In Love With You
I've known you for years
We grew up together for years
Never thought I could feel this way
Never thought I could feel this way about you
You went away for about a year
I thought I couldn't go on without you
When I heard that you came back home
I thought about you just being my best friend
When I saw you I noticed you changed
You weren't the same person that went away
The more we talked to each other
The more I noticed you changed
It wasn't for the better
But it wasn't for the worst either
The more you told me your secrets and thoughts
The more closer I felt to you
When you told me I was your best friend
My insides melted and you didn't notice
I already knew I was your best friend
But this time when you said it, it was different
When you said you tell me your deepest thoughts
You said that I was the one you trusted
I felt like I was the most special person around
Becuase I felt that you could be mine one day
When you said you'll always be there for me
I felt that you really cared about me
When I hear about the names you call other females
It brings me down at times
But then you say you don't respect them
So I wonder do you respect me
When I ask you if you see me differently from other girls
You say I'm different because you really respect me
It makes me feel so special inside
Becuase I feel above any other chick that's in your life
You just don't know how I really feel about you
But I don't know how you really feel about me
I love you to the point I'll do anything for you
I wonder if you'll do anything for me too
I love you so much it turns into lust
Even when me and you fight I just wanna kiss you
I imagine me losing my virginity to you
Why can't I be more than your friend
Why can't we be lovers and friends
The thing that sucks about these feelings
I really don't wanna be in love with you
I guess it's true when they say love is unpredictable
I guess you can't choose who you love can you
Damn this is the longest poem I ever wrote.