please sit back as I repent this
how my troubles have chased me relentless
thru gates and fences from Detroit to Memphis
I won't forget this how I ran from him breathless
I escaped but he's back for good
now let me tell the story with this lead wrapped in wood
grew up with my moms a few siblings a nuthin else
nobody would give me nuthin so I had to fend for myself
I use to snatch purses,run with dudes who made blocks nervous
nobody even cared cause they thought I was worthless
then I started slangin crack cocaine
stayed the same but nuthin changed but my change
then my change grew into dollars
now i'm rollin in style,people goin wild
i loved money cause it could'nt hurt me
how could it had me dressed in fresh kicks and throwback jerseys
a few years went by everything was fine
then my troubles caught up to me and I started gettin high on my own supply
now i'm doped up,broke,with bugged-out eyes
is this payback for sellin crack to that lady's kid
now the Devil got me stashin kilos in my baby's crib
did'nt need it no more so I sold my car
sold off the furniture till the house was empty
she packed up my kid's things and that bitch left me
that night I sat up cryin to myself
wonderin why the fuck am I lying to myself
I should've never did that
should've never sold crack
now i'm about to blow my brains out the back
I sit there gun in hand,wonderin if it'll hurt
but suddenly a thought occurs
A few years have gone by
a whole new world has opened up
I got clean and sobered up and in life I got ahead
but I stil;l knew somebody wanted me dead
I came outta a store holdin a Mountain Dew
and my concious said somebody is followin you
I see the dude and I start to run
dashin on concrete with my hand on my gun
i'm confident that he won't catch my ass
as I step on empty snack bags and broken glass
he's behind me I bust hollow tips trigger happy
cause he about to catch me
then while i'm runnin a fear strikes
I stand still with my lungs pumpin air-tight
I stare down at my scuffed Air Nikes
in the end we all gonna be done in
so there ain't no point in runnin
when I stop think and realize
that in the end we all die
that your whole existence is a fuckin lie
he catches up and I don't mash out
I fall to the ground and the scene blacks-out
now i'm in hell with the renegades
I knew one day if I did'nt do it my debts would be paid
I ain't scared and I ain't even frontin
I look for Satan cause I ain't scared of nuthin
I worked for everything ion my life nuthin for free
so I told the Devil that he fucked up fuckin with a muthafucka like me
I attacked his thone ripped his fuckin horns out
put my leg in his fuckin mouth
with my my right leg kickin him in his heart bloodin stainin them
then take my fist and put it thru his cranium
i'm takin over hell with drug money
i'm sendin my minions on Earth
to kill that kid who took my lunch money
fuck it kill everybody i'm with that shit
kill the bitch who I lost my virginity to i'm with that shit
cause she made fun of me for cummin so quick
matter a fact kill all the infants in an instance
then whipe out Earths whole existence
Like I said I wrote this shit at 5 in the morning
